weep while you sweep

I have to teach a class now that is detined not to go well. I will be blamed for this, though i feel that things would have helped if they had followed my instructions last time. But the clients never take responsibility for this. Had a miserable weekend. Literally. I moped and wept my way thourgh Sunday which made mopping the floors exhausting as my eyes blurred over. Maybe its time for antidepressants.